Life Now a Days!! (wrote May 2010)

Life Now a days! (written In May 2010)

Well can't believe it's already May 15 2010. Time sure does fly by fast. I half to say the last 5 months have flown by and fast. I have done so many different things within the last few months. Let's see 5 months ago I was in WA and was having a blast. I was with the people i loved and cared for. I also started on the journey with going to college and starting out to be a medical assistant. Then I decided to change over to Social work with a passion for Child and family services. While going back to school at Kaplan University I have met so many great people and learned so much. I love being in school.

I came back to Arizona to be with someone of which i thought loved me and I loved him. Things didn't end out working. Things happened and things didn't end up working out. It was for the best. You half to do what you half to do. I have learned that. It's taken me a while to understand that and well I have surely learned so much. I finally moved to Queen Creek and am loving it here . I have made some amazing friends along the way. I have been with family and my most important people I need in my life.

Within the past few months both of my parents have become sick. It's hard to sit here and watch them. I know helping them out is the best I can do but things need to change. It's really hard to see them getting old and so sick. I know they are going to the doctors and doing everything they are told to do but if you were here in my shoes you would see why I feel this way. I just feel like something is missing. That special someone. Who I longed to see and have in my life again. I know who this person is. She knows who she is. I just need a change. They say that change is sometimes hard. I am sure it will be ok to have change once in a while. So this Summer, I am not saying where, Who, Why and When because it's still trying to work itself out. but some change is going to happen and its going to be a positive change. I have already made some changes within my life now. I am taking a break from school while I figure out what I want and how to stay up with my school work and get the grades that are needed. So I should be starting back to school in July sometime.

So this is my life now a days and things are headed down crazy road soon and I can't wait until this summer. Thanks for reading! :)